i don't ever want to die! i don't want someone's asshole boyfriend explaining why i was such a tortured artist or something.
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ok i fall into the tortured artist trope kind of but i think thats because my brain works really fast and i can't keep up with the new ideas i have. because when i realise that i could have done something better or more efficiently, i spiral and think about it constantly. you know how danny elfman refuses to listen to his music and trey parker hates south park? i'm like that. if i have to look at any of my paintings or comics more than 20 minutes after i finish them i just think about how i need to fix them and how shitty they are, which is messed up because i know people like them, and i'm basically shitting on something someone else likes! this doesn't stop me though. i know i can think about it from the POV of "wow i improved so much" but i really dont. anyway its more of a pet peeve and i wouldn't kill myself over it so if that happens you need to blame the CIA and fast.
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